Sorry

I haven't been to see you
I haven't even called
I want to be so close to you
But there's a distance
There's a wall

I wish I knew how to say it
I wish I could speak those words
But it's been so long
I'm afraid of what could go wrong

Are you asking me for too much
You want the truth & not a lie
It's hard to hold on to you
When my vision is going blind

I'm trying to reach out for you
but it seems so hard to do
I'll keep on trying
I'll keep on fighting
One day, one day soon