Icy

I'm numb
that's what this is
Or icy & cold
Or frozen inside
Or maybe I'm fire
all molten ablaze
I'm not sure
I'm lost
Can't get out of the maze

In a daze
is this what it feels
like when you're no
longer in love
when you reach for the
stars that aren't
there anymore
Is this what it feels like
when there's nothing
to do
except think, and ponder
and wander anew.

Is this what the aftermath
is like when you're coping
not laughing, or crying
not weeping or joking.
Is this what it feels like
when your heart is breaking
Or maybe it's broken
Oh why am I shaking.

Is this what it feels like
to be truly alone
to be lost in your mind
when there's nobody home
Is this my worst nightmare
to be trapped in this fog
With no hope of rescue
No hope of God

It's the ice, that i'm feeling
there's no fire or passion
Just dull, boring senses
that no longer matter
It's the cold, freezing chill
Of the lonliest people
that's now in my bones
And spreading it's feeling

My heart is now frozen
The Snow Queen is in
There's no real emotion
It's too hard.
It's no sin.
There's no more safety
there is plenty to fear
I'm going to sleep now
I don't want to hear